5 months. 5 long months.

It was 5 months ago today that my world changed forever. 5 months ago at 3:00am I sat in an emergency room waiting room for what would be the beginning of the worst nightmare of my life. 5 months ago at 5:00 am I was sitting in an ambulance flying down 59 to the medical center holding your hand and praying harder than I ever have in my life. It has been 5 months since I have heard your voice, 5 months since I heard you say I love you, 5 months since I have heard your laugh. 5 months since I watched you walk out the front door not knowing that was the last time I would hear your voice and that the next time I would see you, you would be fighting for your life. 5 months of pain and 5 months of hurt. I love you with everything I am my love. I miss you more and more every day. Sometimes I still can't believe this is all real. I love you my handsome. Always and forever.